Half a team

I'm struggling so much today with the God's calling me into ministry alone. I want to follow his calling no matter what, but I've always picture myself in ministry with someone else. Maybe it's just my Christian High School alumniness that's getting to me, being the only one not married from my graduating class. It's difficult when your called into ministry. I have known many great godly men, however when the call on your life is so unconvential you kinda have to find someone else who has that same call. In my entire life I've only ever even met one other person with the the same vision for their life. I know that God will satisfy my every need and that he probably has  an amazing man to be my teammate and partner. It's just slightly bitter sweet to be starting my life as a full time missionary as a single woman. I'm so excited to be finally at this point but, it's taking a lot of prayer and reliance on my heavenly father to help me not focus on my single status.