Ek is die huis ontbreekt

I have been thinking alot lately...I know that God is callng me to Africa, and i know His word says not to worry about what "you will eat or drink, or what you will wear"....I am saving for a ticket. I don't know exactly when i will go or what i will do when I get there. I can't take not being where i am supposed to be a second longer. Sunday we were disscusing how to "Anxiously awate His return" and what that really looks like. My answers was simple: Just do what God is calling you to". Do you ever say something and then immediately you are convicted by your own answer!? I knew that was the Holy Spirit speaking because I do not like to be convicted and would not have done it to myself.lol